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Definition of INSOMNIA
— in·som·ni·ac -nē-ˌakadjective or noun
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Origin of INSOMNIA
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i won’t sleep
you can’t make me
i can’t sleep
if i wanna be free
i don’t sleep
cuz of what i see
i shan’t sleep
oh, fiddle dee dee
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the voice i listen to
is oh, so loud
always screamin’
defiant and proud
i can’t see
beneath his shroud
i yell back ~ you’re
dis – allowed
dis – avowed
dis – aloud
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i quail
i wail
i flail
but
to no avail
he’s on a quest
for his holy grail
hammering in
that last
coffin nail
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“sleep” he urges me
“dream away
you won’t miss
the light of day
the past is never gone
you have to pay
you have to pay”
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but pay for what
he’ll
never
say
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over and over each night
so apropos
dragging a suitcasefull of sins
from long ago
where’s it come from?
where’s it go?
how am i
supposed
to know?
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he treats me
like his personal chattel
i try to pretend
all he says is just prattle
but i believe
we’re in a pitched battle
i wish i were
sleepless
in Seattle
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a bare bulb
my only light
i run and run
’til he’s out of sight
i don’t have the energy
to put up a fight
i can’t believe
that it’s
still night
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suddenly
… i stop
to the hardwood floor
… i drop
deciding to open the suitcase
… i pull up the top
…empty…
and now i see
that it was
just a prop
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and then i awake…
to reality
to life
in its actuality
to my life
with its abnormality
tomorrow
in all its amorality
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originally posted 7 September 2011
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